by Jillian Butler, Ampersandology
Autumn plays strange tricks on my mind. For one thing, my inner thoughts tend to have a lot of the following imagery:
So to soothe this latent fixation of mine, I listen to a lot of vintage Nine Inch Nails. Because quite frankly, Trent Reznor? Call me. You're never going to write a thinly-veiled ode to heroin about me if we don't get our act together and give it a go.
I can't even help it. One of these days, I'm going to wake up split into three, surrounded by dust-sewn, velvet curtains on an English moor. The Second Me will suggest we visit the Iciclist Bicyclist (who rides in place on a frozen puddle) and perhaps lay by the Wounded Lake. There'll be a giant foot and I'll find a kitten and name it Absinthe Darkly.
Best day ever!
In other news, as previously implied, my mind is sinking to Gothic depths. Mama Gothic, of an 1800s flavour, not this black nails and childish death worship habit. Mama Gothic is sick and twisted, yo, infinitely more perverted than anything Marilyn Manson dreams up. It's all about peeling back the layers of society and exposing it as broken.
Modern Gothic actually follows pretty closely to its original literary counterpart, exploiting a somewhat less Puritanical society to cash in on shock value. But the old guard Gothic wanted to coax you into believing everything is perfectly normal. In other words, our modern Gothic has become a little too self-aware of the genre, telegraphing certain tropes and counting on you, the viewer, to understand the subtext from the first frame. Would Dexter be so satisfying if we weren't cheering for the villain? Would True Blood be so addictive if it wasn't so happy to debase itself to shock us?
Yes, the Gothic wants you to lose sleep, you see, but it knows the true horror comes from waking up from a truly content slumber into a living nightmare.
Autumn plays strange tricks on my mind. For one thing, my inner thoughts tend to have a lot of the following imagery:
So to soothe this latent fixation of mine, I listen to a lot of vintage Nine Inch Nails. Because quite frankly, Trent Reznor? Call me. You're never going to write a thinly-veiled ode to heroin about me if we don't get our act together and give it a go.
I can't even help it. One of these days, I'm going to wake up split into three, surrounded by dust-sewn, velvet curtains on an English moor. The Second Me will suggest we visit the Iciclist Bicyclist (who rides in place on a frozen puddle) and perhaps lay by the Wounded Lake. There'll be a giant foot and I'll find a kitten and name it Absinthe Darkly.
Best day ever!
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In other news, as previously implied, my mind is sinking to Gothic depths. Mama Gothic, of an 1800s flavour, not this black nails and childish death worship habit. Mama Gothic is sick and twisted, yo, infinitely more perverted than anything Marilyn Manson dreams up. It's all about peeling back the layers of society and exposing it as broken.
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Yes, the Gothic wants you to lose sleep, you see, but it knows the true horror comes from waking up from a truly content slumber into a living nightmare.